Friday, December 11, 2009

You cant be BUSY always!!

I am sure many of you might have heard or read this story..I heard this story from my dad first and then from one of my friends... Its an amazingly simple story but with a lot of depth in it.. We all think that we are the busiest people in this world and have absolutely no time to do anything that is not related to work... But......

An elderly man in Mumbai calls his son in New York and says, 'I hate to ruin your day son, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are getting a divorce; 35 years of marriage... and that much misery is enough!'
'Dad, what are you talking about?' the son screams. 'We can't stand the sight of each other any longer,' the old man says. 'We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in HongKong and tell her! Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. 'Like heck they're getting divorced,' she shouts, 'I'll take care of this.'
She calls Mumbai immediately, and screams at the old man, 'You are not getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then , don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR??' and she hangs up.
The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. 'Okay', he says, 'It's all set. They're both coming for
our anniversary and paying their own airfare!!'  
MORAL:
 
No man / woman is busy in this world all 365 days. The sky is not going to fall if you take few days LEAVE and meet your loved ones.
OFFICE WORK IS NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE and Making MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE.
Parents are your well wishers and need your love and emotional support. Do not forget what ever you are today is only because of your parents who want nothing but the best for their child/children.
Finally
Thanks mom n dad!! Love u lots.. :)
-Karan

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I wish I could.....

I wish I could go back in time...

Change something that sent chill through my spine..

The horror of death and the loss of the brave...

The act of a Coward from the brain of a naive..

I wish I could stand next to them...

Averting the bullets and protect Mumbai's gem...

How easy it is to destroy something....

Want to tell them, have you tried building anything??

I wish I could cry out loud...

I wont, I shouldnt..

Because I hope there is a silver lining on every dark cloud...

26/11 remains a dark memory....

An Indian will never forget it...

Although it is history....

I wish I could...................... but I WONT!! 


- To all those who think that India forgets and Forgive easily...NO! we dont..

- Karan.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

An Immortal Personality!!

I had a tough time selecting this title.. Its like all the adjectives, superlatives have been used for this great man. But still, I managed to use one which not many have used. For many he is Indian Cricket Team since yrs now, for me he is GOD of Cricket. Today, the great man has finished 20 yrs in the sport that he loves. I am not going to give any prizes for guessing whom I am talking about. It is the only one.... SACHIN TENDULKAR.


Many people say Indian names are difficult to say. But is TENDULKAR a difficult name? Well yes it is.. It is very difficult for SHANE WARNE of 1998 Sharjah, it is very difficult for SHOAIB AKHTAR of 2003 World Cup, it is very difficult for ANDREW CADDICK of the same World Cup 2003 (Man I still cant take off that six he hit to Akhtar and Caddick out of mind.. Can u ??) and the list goes on and on. I have been in this world since 1985. As far as I can remember the oldest and clearest memory of a Sachin innings in my mind is World Cup 1996 for me. Sachin is probably the only thing I remember from that World cup! :) 


Why is he unique? Why is he special? Well this is not a brain drain question given to an IIT student. Its a simple question. He is special because he can single handedly make more than 1 billion smile or cry with JOY! Sometimes I think, what does this man do? He plays cricket..  Who doesnt? He hits sixes, fours scores hundreds.... Who doesnt? But what one thing that he does and I am sure no one can do is.. Giving hope and making sure he fulfills it! Hope is something that you need if you have to get out a dark tunnel.. Hope to see light.. He is that hope for us. 


Its amazing...Sometimes when I have had an awful day and if Sachin is batting and India is winning (which is an obvious thing an Indian will think of! If sachin bats India Wins...) I just forget totally about whatever happened for the past 20 hours or so!! Thats why he is SPECIAL for me. People talk about his strokes on the off side, on the leg side.. I just love the way he strokes away the hope from the opposite team!! ;) I am really proud of been an Indian.. There are just 2 reasons for it.. 1. India itself! 2. Sachin Tendulkar. God forbid.. if Sachin wasnt an Indian I am sure he wouldnt have been this great.. Well my selfishness might be a reason why I said this.. But come to think of it.. Great Players are Great because of the situations they are put in. Sachin is great because he has to make 1 billion people happy!! Thats not easy!!!!! 


20 yrs.. 2 decades.. thousands of runs.. and still going on.. and on... Has he had a great cricket life?  Ask him and he will say Hell YEAH!! His love always was and is and will be India.. then Cricket... and then the rest..Even today when in so many interviews that he gives, he tells that his most prized moment was, "The Day When I wore the TRICOLOR first time on my helmet!" But still there are many people who think he plays for records.. blah blah blah... Sachin is special because he has thousands of families.. when all of us have just one. This is where I justify the title IMMORTAL. Only Immortal people can be loved this much. 


Sachin, today wants to win a WORLD CUP for India. Thats his primary goal and by many writers his final frontier. I would jump shout cry as I always do.. if India wins this world cup with Sachin in the team. That would be the best day in my life.


I really really am sorry for other cricketing nations...BECAUSE Sachin is India.. and India is Sachin.. 


I wish him all the success.. The master should continue for as many yrs as he likes!! I will always shout when Sachin hits a four or a six! He is and will be the best!!!!!! 

Thursday, September 3, 2009

ഓണം






സന്തോസ്ത്തിണ്ടീയും, സംബല്സംരിതിയുദീയും, നിറകുടമായ ഏഎ നാളില്‍, നിങ്ങള്‍ക്കെല്ലാവര്‍ക്കും എന്റെ പോന്നൂഒനാശംസകള്‍.....
The above phrase means...
On this overflowing day of happiness and prosperity, I wish u all a wonderful ഓണം(ONAM).

For me Onam is a festival close to my heart.. Every Onam I become a bit more malayalee than what I am!! Let it be the ഓണപൂക്കളം (Flower Rangoli), ഓണക്കോടി (New Clothes worn during Onam) or My Favourite ഓണം സദ്യ (Onam Sadya or Feast)...
I miss all the above a lot.. But what I miss the most is of course the feast, സദ്യ (Sadya)
So tomorrow my whole family in Kerala would be enjoying this fantastic feast, I will be here in Finland trying to eat something in order to survive!! :( (Food in finland is not that bad as I make it sound here.. Its just that I miss having Sadya a lot!!!)
Let me then take you all through the fantastic and mouth watering description of സദ്യ (Sadya)!!
A സദ്യ is a traditional Kerala Vegetarian meal served on a banana or a plantain leaf; people eat sitting cross legged on the floor. Well if I remember correctly there are "n" number of tasty dishes that are served with it.. To be mathematically correct here n = 24 :)
A typical Onam Sadya
Some of my favorite dishes are, 
പരിപ്പ് (Parippu) - It is an amazing dal (lentil) preparation with an amazing ghee and jeera tadka..

സാംബാര്‍ (Sambar) - This is something that my mom and grand mother are experts in!! I love it... Its also a dal (lentil preparation). It has all sorts of wonderful vegetables, like for example tomato, okra, brinjal, drumstick, pumpkin, beans and many others. Tamarind & Sambar Masala (all the spices ground to a powder) make it taste yummy. In the end mustard seed tadka s given and then served hot!! :)
രസം (Rasam) This is one really healthy dish. It is a bit more watery than sambar made of tamarind, tomatoes, pepper, coconut and lentils. Rasam is really very good for digestion.
അവിയല്‍ (Aviyal) Thick mixture of various vegetables, yogurt, and coconut. It is seasoned with coconut oil and curry leaves. This is what wiki says about Aviyal. I would just like to add that it is one dish that is extremely tough to cook, but amazing to eat. There is a possibility to add all the vegetable available to aviyal and make more delicious.

കാളന്‍ (Kaalan) is made of yogurt, coconut, and any one vegetable like "നെന്ദ്രന്‍ (nendran)" plantain or a tuber-like yam. It is a very sour curry and very thick one as well. It is a curry which you should not attempt to cook if you are not in India (actually South of India to be more precise!! ). I wasnt aware about kaalan before this July vacation. Believe me when you taste it you would surely give it Rank 1 amongst all the other dishes (Well the other dishes are also so delicious that probably you would have some 20 rank 1's)






ഓലന്‍ (olan) It is a curry made out of pumpkin, coconut milk, ginger and seasoned with coconut oil. This is one curry that goes very well with rice either in sadya or even just like that.





കൂട്ടുകാരി (Koottukari ) is a nice and yummy yellow colored curry made of banana, coconut and one or two more typical kerala vegetables.










കിച്ചടി (Kichadi) This dish is has main ingredients as cucumber, curd and a tadka of red chillies in coconut oil.



പച്ചടി (Pachadi) This dish is very similar to Raita in other parts of India. Pachadi is eaten fresh and typically made of finely chopped and boiled vegetables with coconut,  green or red chillies and tempered in oil with mustard seeds, ginger and curry leaves.










ഇന്ജിപുളി (Injipuli) This is a very very very very very tasty dark brown curry made of green chillies, ginger and jaggery. This is also a side dish which given in a spoon's quantity because it acts like a taste changer. But I should tell you it is a mouth watering delicacy which will make u eat it in a vessel's quantity!! :)



തോരന്‍ (Thoran) This is probably the only dry serving that you might find in Sadya. It is made of vegetables such as peas, unripe jackfruit, carrot, cabbage and grated coconut. In Sadya usually garlic is not used and hence Thoran would not have any garlic or onion. But when cooked in coconut oil and tempered with mustard seeds, Curry leaves and Red chillies would make it sumptuous enough!!



Now I would share with you about two more amazing side dishes, Pickles & പപടും (papadum). Pickles are usually lemon slices or mango slices pickle. Papadum doesnt need any description. It is simply the most amazing side dish ever!!!


Finally something sweet!!!
പ്രഥമന്‍ (Pradhaman) is a sweet dish in the form of a thick liquid, something like payasam, but the ingredients differ. There are many varieties of Pradhaman... For eg പാലട (Palada), പഴ (Pazha),ഗോതമ്പ് (Gothambu), പരിപ്പ് (Parippu), ചക്ക (Chakka), കടല (Kadala) പ്രഥമന്‍ (Pradhaman).




So this was a small description of my most favorite meal SADYA!! 

I really miss it a lot!! I am sure that while reading it even you had water in your mouth. People in India specially south of India go to some restaurant in the afternoon and have meals or arrange a sadya lunch for the whole family this sunday!! 
For all those who are away from India please be happy just reading it!! :) and of course looking at the images!! 

India is a wonder no doubt but food in India for eg Sadya is something that is not available anywhere else in any other civilization!! 

Have a great Onam week!!

-Karan 

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Sometimes even sensible ones need a reality check!!


One Reality Check for all...

Having a genius' brain is not the only thing!! Have a tender heart tooo... :)



Given to me by my darling DAD..

-Karan

Thursday, August 13, 2009

What a July it WAS!!.

They say that, "Vacations are usually very short!!"... Well I am not going to oppose this statement AT ALL!! I had a holiday of around 5 weeks.. (When I told this to my fellow researchers here they said "WOW, LUCKY YOU!!"). But when I came back and realised that holiday time is over, I was not that happy!!! But Finland, Finland..What should I say!! It as usual welcomed me with all the warmth (in the literal sense as it was sunny.. :) ) and love. People at work were happy to see me back and were eager to know how did I spend my time in India. So this is what I told all of them........

It all began with one of my best friends marriage!! Yeah, in case u have read my earlier post you would have realised that Sarang, was gonna get married on June 30th.... Ohhh no no wait..thats tooo far.. Let me take you back to Narayan & Anusha's on 24th evening. It was an amazing day. Reason? Well of course I had a flight to India! It was some sort of tradition, we had to go to their house and have dinner and then leave for India from there.. :) Really very sweet of them. Well we had a wonderful dinner and then went to Kaukajarvi, pulled Deepa's leg (thats like breathing for me n Narayan now..) and then late night I left for my journey to India. It is really surprising, although I have been in India for more than 20 yrs, but still whenever I am boarding a plane to India, that SWADES song plays in my mind and I am all nostalgic and emotional.. But honestly speaking India is like that. It makes you feel special!

After reaching Mumbai, Chatrapati Sivaji International Airport, I was like yaayyyyy I am home!! After sometime got a flight to my own BARODA. I was sooooooo happy to see my MOM (I should say I no longer look like her son!! Its like she is my younger sister!!). The biggest surprise for me was my sweeeeet house.. It was renovated and looked like a palace!! Amazing work DAD & MOM.




Well, now we can get back to Sarang's marriage!! Yup, now I have one more bhabhi after Anusha, i.e. Pooja. It was amazing to meet her and have a talk with her. She is indeed Sarang's better half. Pune was amazing and Sarang's family was really like my own family. They gave me so much love and importance that I felt as if I was the main person there and not Sarang!! Anyway, the marriage went smoothly and rains didnt trouble us. I also met two of my verrrrrrry close friends there. Rahul and Subha. It was a pleasure to meet them and we relived some of our old memories.

After destination PUNE it was back to Baroda for a while and then once dad joined the party, we left for GOD's OWN COUNTRY.. First stop was Taj Resort, Kovalam.. It is simple amazing. I should say The Taj Group of Hotels is really place to be if you wanna enjoy the luxury!!




We had a real amazing time there.. Kerala has something in its air that makes you be there forever. Its just after this holiday that I decided in my mind, "Future is in Kerala!! ". The back waters, the coconut trees, the "FOOD", the sea....hmmm describing it makes me so nostalgic that I might book my ticket right away!! Anyway, work comes first..So here I am in Tampere, describing about my favourite destination!! So the next stop in Kerala was Irinjalkuda.. Thats the place where my grandparents live, my dad's house.. Family system in India is really one unique thing that I dont find it anywhere else!! When amongst family, although I donno malayalam (which s a pity) I was so much in them that while leaving it was terrible!!! I miss all my cousins, aunts, uncles and my achamma and achacha maximum...




After those wonderful moments with the whole MENON family we were back home and the vacation was nearing an end.. When I realised about it, I was boarding the flight back to Finland.. It was a month full of fun, love, enjoyment, FOOD & family...

Now, I am here with my 2nd family.. Yeah, my Finland.. But still when I think about July 2009, I smile and wish that next July comes sooon!!

Mom and Dad were the most special parts of this vacation.. I really miss them a lot this time around but its for my good that I am away from them.



Miss u and love u lots ma n pa..

Remembering the good times

Is like watching water flow down

A swift-flowing river

Without being able to stop it.

Remembering the good times

Takes us out of ourselves

Back to a place and time

That no longer exist.

Remembering the good times

Demands a price

That we have to pay

For remembering the good times.

- Karan

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

How Empty it is!!

Another summer, another flatmate, another Best Friend.... Well for me my current house is like a jinx! Every summer since last year one flatemate leaves the house. Why? Well, they fix their marriage and leave the house all of a sudden. Its not that I am not happy about their married life but sometimes I feel its not fair!! But not in my hand you see.. Last year it was Narayan who was suppose to leave and I remember how I tried my best to make him stay for one day more..But its not like he left the house because he was sick of us :) he left it because he was no longer a member of our Elite Bachelor's Club and hence he had to shift in a family apartment. 
I still remember that I use to scold him and tell him that come home every evening from university have dinner with us and then go to your "NEW" place till your wife comes to Finland. But I always new that it was so silly for me to tell him come home everyday!! But thats what I wanted, I was finding it difficult because more than flatmates we were best buds.. Me, Sarang, Deepa & Narayan. Well when they say history repeats itself, they are not at all wrong!!! History did repeat itself. This year its Sarang! He left the house yesterday for his "NEW" place. At the dinner table it was only me n Deepa!!
I called him up while cooking dinner, not to ask him why he forgot his milk in fridge or what he was doing at his "NEW" place but because it was very strange to cook dinner without him!! Anyway, life goes on and so it will.. But sometimes when you think of it the closer you are the more difficult it becomes to accept the fact that the chair would remain empty forever..
Anyway, both my best buds have left the apartment for 2 of the best people in this world, Anusha & Pooja, my bestest Sisters in law (Bhabs).. But I will miss them..Always...

The house is empty now...But the memories will keep me occupied..

-Karan

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

The Ethics of Eating Meat: A Radical View

An article by Charles Eisenstein...

Most vegetarians I know are not primarily motivated by nutrition. Although they argue strenuously for the health benefits of a vegetarian diet, many see good health as a reward for the purity and virtue of a vegetarian diet, or as an added bonus. In my experience, a far more potent motivator among vegetarians--ranging from idealistic college students, to social and environmental activists, to adherents of Eastern spiritual traditions like Buddhism and Yoga--is the moral or ethical case for not eating meat.

Enunciated with great authority by such spiritual luminaries as Mahatma Gandhi, and by environmental crusaders such as Frances Moore Lappe, the moral case against eating meat seems at first glance to be overpowering. As a meat eater who cares deeply about living in harmony with the environment, and as an honest person trying to eliminate hypocrisy in the way I live, I feel compelled to take these arguments seriously.

A typical argument goes like this: In order to feed modern society's enormous appetite for meat, animals endure unimaginable suffering in conditions of extreme filth, crowding and confinement. Chickens are packed twenty to a cage, hogs are kept in concrete stalls so narrow they can never turn around.

Arguing for the Environment

The cruelty is appalling, but no less so than the environmental effects. Meat animals are fed anywhere from five to fifteen pounds of vegetable protein for each pound of meat produced--an unconscionable practice in a world where many go hungry. Whereas one-sixth an acre of land can feed a vegetarian for a year, over three acres are required to provide the grain needed to raise a year's worth of meat for the average meat-eater.

All too often, so the argument goes, those acres consist of clear-cut rain forests. The toll on water resources is equally grim: the meat industry accounts for half of US water consumption--2500 gallons per pound of beef, compared to 25 gallons per pound of wheat. Polluting fossil fuels are another major input into meat production. As for the output, 1.6 million tons of livestock manure pollutes our drinking water. And let's not forget the residues of antibiotics and synthetic hormones that are increasingly showing up in municipal water supplies.
Even without considering the question of taking life (I'll get to that later), the above facts alone make it clear that it is immoral to aid and abet this system by eating meat.

Factory or Farm?

I will not contest any of the above statistics, except to say that they only describe the meat industry as it exists today. They constitute a compelling argument against the meat industry, not meat-eating. For in fact, there are other ways of raising animals for food, ways that make livestock an environmental asset rather than a liability, and in which animals do not lead lives of suffering. Consider, for example, a traditional mixed farm combining a variety of crops, pasture land and orchards. Here, manure is not a pollutant or a waste product; it is a valuable resource contributing to soil fertility. Instead of taking grain away from the starving millions, pastured animals actually generate food calories from land unsuited to tillage. When animals are used to do work--pulling plows, eating bugs and turning compost--they reduce fossil fuel consumption and the temptation to use pesticides. Nor do animals living outdoors require a huge input of water for sanitation.

In a farm that is not just a production facility but an ecology, livestock has a beneficial role to play. The cycles, connections and relationships among crops, trees, insects, manure, birds, soil, water and people on a living farm form an intricate web, "organic" in its original sense, a thing of beauty not easily lumped into the same category as a 5000-animal concrete hog factory. Any natural environment is home to animals and plants, and it seems reasonable that an agriculture that seeks to be as close as possible to nature would incorporate both. Indeed, on a purely horticultural farm, wild animals can be a big problem, and artificial measures are required to keep them out. Nice rows of lettuce and carrots are an irresistible buffet for rabbits, woodchucks and deer, which can decimate whole fields overnight. Vegetable farmers must rely on electric fences, traps, sprays, and--more than most people realize--guns and traps to protect their crops. If the farmer refrains from killing, raising vegetables at a profitable yield requires holding the land in a highly artificial state, cordoned off from nature.

Yes, one might argue, but the idyllic farms of yesteryear are insufficient to meet the huge demand of our meat-addicted society. Even if you eat only organically raised meat, you are not being moral unless your consumption level is consistent with all of Earth's six billion people sharing your diet.

Production and Productivity

Such an argument rests on the unwarranted assumption that our current meat industry seeks to maximize production. Actually it seeks to maximize profit, which means maximizing not "production" but "productivity"--units per dollar. In dollar terms it is more efficient to have a thousand cows in a high-density feedlot, eating corn monocultured on a chemically-dependent 5,000-acre farm, than it is to have fifty cows grazing on each of twenty 250-acre family farms. It is more efficient in dollar terms, and probably more efficient in terms of human labor too. Fewer farmers are needed, and in a society that belittles farming, that is considered a good thing. But in terms of beef per acre (or per unit of water, fossil fuel, or other natural capital) it is not more efficient.

In an ideal world, meat would be just as plentiful perhaps, but it would be much more expensive. That is as it should be. Traditional societies understood that meat is a special food; they revered it as one of nature's highest gifts. To the extent that our society translates high value into high price, meat should be expensive. The prevailing prices for meat (and other food) are extraordinarily low relative to total consumer spending, both by historical standards and in comparison to other countries. Ridiculously cheap food impoverishes farmers, demeans food itself, and makes less "efficient" modes of production uneconomical. If food, and meat in particular, were more expensive then perhaps we wouldn't waste so much--another factor to consider in evaluating whether current meat consumption is sustainable.

Moral Imperative

So far I have addressed issues of cruel conditions and environmental sustainability, important moral motivations for vegetarianism, to be sure. But vegetarianism existed before the days of factory farming, and it was inspired by a simple, primal conviction that killing is wrong. It is just plain wrong to take another animal's life unnecessarily; it is bloody, brutal, and barbaric.

Of course, plants are alive too, and most vegetarian diets involve the killing of plants. (The exception is the fruit-only "fruitarian" diet.) Most people don't accept that killing an animal is the same as killing a plant though, and few would argue that animals are not a more highly organized form of life, with greater sentience and greater capacity for suffering. Compassion extends more readily to animals that cry out in fear and pain, though personally, I do feel sorry for garden weeds as I pull them out by the roots. Nonetheless, the argument "plants are alive too" is unlikely to satisfy the moral impulse behind vegetarianism.

It should also be noted that mechanized vegetable farming involves massive killing of soil organisms, insects, rodents and birds. Again, this does not address the central vegetarian motivation, because this killing is incidental and can in principle be minimized. The soil itself, the earth itself, may, for all we know, be a sentient being, and surely an agricultural system, even if plant-based, that kills soil, kills rivers, and kills the land, is as morally reprehensible as any meat-oriented system, but again this does not address the essential issue of intent: Isn't it wrong to kill a sentient being unnecessarily?

One might also question whether this killing is truly unnecessary. Although the nutritional establishment looks favorably on vegetarianism, a significant minority of researchers vigorously dispute its health claims. An evaluation of this debate is beyond the scope of this article, but after many years of dedicated self-experimentation, I am convinced that meat is quite "necessary" for me to enjoy health, strength and energy. Does my good health outweigh another being's right to life? This question leads us back to the central issue of killing. It is time to drop all unstated assumptions and meet this issue head-on.

The Central Question

Let's start with a very naïve and provocative question: "What, exactly, is wrong about killing?" And for that matter, "What is so bad about dying?"

It is impossible to fully address the moral implications of eating meat without thinking about the significance of life and death. Otherwise one is in danger of hypocrisy, stemming from our separation from the fact of death behind each piece of meat we eat. The physical and social distance from slaughterhouse to dinner table insulates us from the fear and pain the animals feel as they are led to the slaughter, and turns a dead animal into just "a piece of meat." Such distance is a luxury our ancestors did not have: in ancient hunting and farming societies, killing was up close and personal, and it was impossible to ignore the fact that this was recently a living, breathing animal.

Our insulation from the fact of death extends far beyond the food industry. Accumulating worldly treasures--wealth, status, beauty, expertise, reputation--we ignore the truth that they are impermanent, and therefore, in the end, worthless. "You can't take it with you," the saying goes, yet the American system, fixated on worldly acquisition, depends on the pretense that we can, and that these things have real value. Often only a close brush with death helps people realize what's really important. The reality of death reveals as arrant folly the goals and values of conventional modern life, both collective and individual.

It is no wonder, then, that our society, unprecedented in its wealth, has also developed a fear of death equally unprecedented in history. Both on a personal and institutional level, prolonging and securing life has become more important than how that life is lived. This is most obvious in our medical system, of course, in which death is considered the ultimate "negative outcome," to which even prolonged agony is preferable. I see the same kind of thinking in Penn State students, who choose to suffer the "prolonged agony" of studying subjects they hate, in order to get a job they don't really love, in order to have financial "security." They are afraid to live right, afraid to claim their birthright, which is to do joyful and exciting work. The same fear underlies our society's lunatic obsession with "safety." The whole American program now is to insulate oneself as much as possible from death--to achieve "security." It comes down to the ego trying to make permanent what can never be permanent.

Modern Dualism

Digging deeper, the root of this fear, I think, lies in our culture's dualistic separation of body and soul, matter and spirit, man and nature. The scientific legacy of Newton and Descartes holds that we are finite, separate beings; that life and its events are accidental; that the workings of life and the universe may be wholly explained in terms of objective laws applied to inanimate, elemental parts; and therefore, that meaning is a delusion and God a projection of our wishful thinking. If materiality is all there is, and if life is without real purpose, then of course death is the ultimate calamity.

Curiously, the religious legacy of Newton and Descartes is not all that different. When religion abdicated the explanation of "how the world works"--cosmology--to physics, it retreated to the realm of the non-worldly. Spirit became the opposite of matter, something elevated and separate. It did not matter too much what you did in the world of matter, it was unimportant, so long as your (immaterial) "soul" were saved. Under a dualistic view of spirituality, living right as a being of flesh and blood, in the world of matter, becomes less important. Human life becomes a temporary excursion, an inconsequential distraction from the eternal life of the spirit.

Other cultures, more ancient and wiser cultures, did not see it like this. They believed in a sacred world, of matter infused with spirit. Animism, we call it, the belief that all things are possessed of a soul. Even this definition betrays our dualistic presumptions. Perhaps a better definition would be that all things are soul. If all things are soul, then life in the flesh, in the material world, is sacred. These cultures also believed in fate, the futility of trying to live past one's time. To live rightly in the time allotted is then a matter of paramount importance, and life a sacred journey.

When death itself, rather than a life wrongly lived, is the ultimate calamity, it is easy to see why an ethical person would choose vegetarianism. To deprive a creature of life is the ultimate crime, especially in the context of a society that values safety over fun and security over the inherent risk of creativity. When meaning is a delusion, then ego--the self's internal representation of itself in relation to not-self--is all there is. Death is never right, part of a larger harmony, a larger purpose, a divine tapestry, because there is no divine tapestry; the universe is impersonal, mechanical and soulless.

Obsolete Science

Fortunately, the science of Newton and Descartes is now obsolete. Its pillars of reductionism and objectivity are crumbling under the weight of 20th century discoveries in quantum mechanics, thermodynamics and nonlinear systems, in which order arises out of chaos, simplicity out of complexity, and beauty out of nowhere and everywhere; in which all things are connected; and in which there is something about the whole that cannot be fully understood in terms of its parts. Be warned, my views would not be accepted by most professional scientists, but I think there is much in modern science pointing to an ensouled world, in which consciousness, order and cosmic purpose are written into the fabric of reality.

In an animistic and holistic world view, the moral question to ask oneself about food is not "Was there killing?" but rather, "Is this food taken in rightness and harmony?" The cow is a soul, yes, and so is the land and the ecosystem, and the planet. Did that cow lead the life a cow ought to lead? Is the way it was raised beautiful, or ugly (according to my current understanding)? Allying intuition and factual knowledge, I ask whether eating this food contributes to that tiny shred of the divine tapestry that I can see.

Divine Tapestry

There is a time to live and a time to die. That is the way of nature. If you think about it, prolonged suffering is rare in nature. Our meat industry profits from the prolonged suffering of animals, people and the Earth, but that is not the only way. When a cow lives the life a cow ought to live, when its life and death are consistent with a beautiful world, then for me there is no ethical dilemma in killing that cow for food. Of course there is pain and fear when the cow is taken to the slaughter (and when the robin pulls up the worm, and when the wolves down the caribou, and when the hand uproots the weed), and that makes me sad. There is much to be sad about in life, but underneath the sadness is a joy that is dependent not on avoiding pain and maximizing pleasure, but on living rightly and well.

It would indeed be hypocritical of me to apply this to a cow and not to myself. To live with integrity as a killer of animals and plants, it is necessary for me in my own life to live rightly and well, even and especially when such decisions seem to jeopardize my comfort, security, and rational self-interest, even if, someday, to live rightly is to risk death. Not just for animals, but for me too, there is a time to live and a time to die. I'm saying: What is good enough for any living creature is good enough for me. Eating meat need not be an act of arrogant species-ism, but consistent with a humble submission to the tides of life and death.

If this sounds radical or unattainable, consider that all those calculations of what is "in my interest" and what will benefit me and what I can "afford" grow tiresome. When we live rightly, decision by decision, the heart sings even when the rational mind disagrees and the ego protests. Besides, human wisdom is limited. Despite our machinations, we are ultimately unsuccessful at avoiding pain, loss and death. For animals, plants, and humans alike, there is more to life than not dying.


-Charles Eisenstein